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Himmel.
Helvete.
Balansegangen er hårfin
og vanskelig.

Mørke krefter er imot meg nå.
Det sterke håpet jeg hadde er sprukket.
Livet virker så meningsløst.
Jeg har mistet det mest dyrebare jeg hadde.
Håpet om din kjærlighet til meg,
håpet om at du elsker meg like høyt som jeg elsker deg.

Allting kunne blitt så bra,
det kunne blitt så perfekt.
Vi er skapt for hverandre.
Vi må bare innse det selv.

Hjertet mitt er ditt,
og jeg vet at hjertet ditt er mitt også.
Vi må bare la det komme frem.
Vise verden vår kjærlighet.
La vår kjærlighet
bli en realitet.

Love me the way I love you.

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I know that you are the one
who has the key
and you are the only one
who has the possibility of using it.

You are the only one who can open the locked door.
The door
which has seemed opened for a while
but which has not been unlocked
at all.

The door has been locked ever since
you touched it the first time.
Go unlock it

The door is the door to my heart.

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There is
a light
which is shining
I thought
it was
a star

I was right.
It was you.

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I have a dream
that one day
the sun will rise,
the birds will fly,
and when I look at my side,
I see you.

You have a ring on your finger.

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This is the moment.
The moment
when all I need is you
all I can think about is you
all I can feel is for you
all I can say is about you
all I am
is you.

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Mine tanker er i dine hender nå.
Mine handlinger er ditt ansvar.
Min verden er deg.

Jeg vet ikke hva jeg gjør.
Jeg trenger ikke vite hva jeg gjør,
jeg vet at du styrer meg bedre enn jeg kan selv.

Jeg skjønner ikke det jeg tenker,
det er ikke meningen at jeg skal forstå;
det er du som leker med hjernen min.

Munnen min klør av smerte.
Leppene mine vrenger seg.
Det er tegn fra deg.
Tegn om at det ikke er over ennå.
Tegn om at det stadig er håp.

Signalene farer gjennom blodårene mine.
Du forteller meg hva du vil.
Det er ikke meningen jeg skal forstå dem,
men de får meg til å tenke,
til å håpe,
til å tro.

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Jeg vil ikke
hjem

Jeg vil ikke
dra

Jeg vil ikke
forlate dere

Jeg vil ikke
gi slipp på alt dette

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I can feel the pain
strumbling through my vains.
I can feel the enslavement
my body is going through.

My mind is all in favour
while my thoughts are EYP’s.
The only competing thoughts
are those concerning you.

Once I did not kno
Now I know damn well
what it’s all about,
why we all are here.

It’s so hard to explain.
I’m not sure if I can manage.
Although the answer is simple:
The spirit.
You have to know to understand.

And I believe
that after we’re gone
the spirit carries on

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Finally,
the time has come.
The time
we’ve been waiting for
so long,
the time
of our lives.

I can’t let go to the dreams
I can’t stop hoping,
nor dreaming,
I have to believe.

And I believe that you,
in the bottom of your heart,
want so too.

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I’m really trying to smile,
I’m trying to be happy
as you turn the knife around
and smile as my blood is falling,
my blood is falling to the ground.

I look down,
I look on the ground below me,
and all I see is blood.
My blood.

Even though I try to move on,
try to ignore the pain,
there’s only emptyness in my heart,
my mind just reminds me.

Still I do my best to seem happy;
I try to smile,
while all I want to do is lie down and cry,
all I want to do is release my pain and my anger.

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Bari was so god damn fantastic. Words can hardly describe. I won’t even try, but those were the best days of my life. Hopefully I’ll have the chance to go to Riga in the end of July

There’s a lot of crazy things from the session to talk about. For example eating roses, Marco, the girl who broke the glass table or the broken bed (hahahaha) they wanted 100� of me, Timo and Fabian for. I could sit here for hours talking about the lovely orgas, the great journos, the sweeeeet board (Lorna, we miss you!), all the wonderful people, all the fun we had, the sucky hotel we stayed in, the entertaining GA, the lack of food, the buses who were always late, all the lovely food at Eurovillage, the fantastic Euroconcert, the amazing speech Lorna had at the closing ceremony, all the other booooooring speeches, the box, the coffee breaks, the interesting debates, our fantastic chair, the really amazing E! M! P! L! Eeeeeeemployment-committee, and most of all the EYP spirit…

Guys, I love you all, and I really hope to see you again in Riga!

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Endelig, en særs tiltrengt opptur. 5/6 på norsk-prøve er koselig…

og 5/4 på fysikk, jaja, greit nok…

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